Four seasons have passed since you came my
At first I was hardly aware of the cold, wintry
With the awakening of
spring as the browns turned to green
I began to come alive in
discovering new things.
The hot, sticky summer I thought would
As you had another with which time to
In the coolness of
autumn with the falling of leaves,
And our constant togetherness I
began to believe.
Now the first season has come 'round
As I am all alone with my time to
For the holiday
season with decorations of gold,
me cry as you
put me on hold.
You say you'll only be
gone from me for awhile.
This time for me it's
too hard to smile.
In my heart I know to
me you will return.
How much more will I endure before
You can't begin to understand
what it does to me.
For in my heart I know this won't be
It tears my
heart apart and won't let
As you'll put me on
hold just like in the past.
This time I feel as
if my dream can't come true,
For it's hard to dream when I'm
feeling so blue.
Am I a part of your
life for only a time?
Are your actions with me all just
reassurance you won't hurt me anymore.
You feel you can walk in
and out my door.
If I could learn to
put my love on hold
I'd make my heart stop yearning and say
Copyright 2004 - Carol
So Bad" by Yuko Ohigashi
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