Little Fears
Funny how those little things
In our
early childhood years
Became life-altering events
That
frightened us to tears.
Like the first day of school
And not wanting
to go.
Feeling sick in the stomach
And hoping it
would snow.

Getting stung by a honey bee
On my baby finger
And
running to mama
To get out the stinger.
Having to go to bed early
Being the
youngest of five.
Turning out the light
And running to bed with
fright.

Brothers
told me of a monster
Lurking under my bed
Just waiting to grab me
And then I
knew I would be dead.
Seeing a huge spider
And wanting to
scream.
Oh, he's crawling on me
But it's only a
dream.

Some fears were big.
Some fears
were small.
When compared to today
They were nothing at
all.
Today my fears
Are bigger than
them all.
Fear of being hurt again
So I hide behind
a wall.

When the children are gone
What will I do
then
Stay at home all alone
And go to bed
by ten.
Nothing under the bed now
Outgrown so long
ago
Just the loneliness felt inside
With no one to
hold.

Perhaps when I'm sixty
These fears will be small
And when
I look back
They will be nothing at
all.