I thought it
would be forever
the day I became your wife;
I've given
you two sons
and the best years of my life.
How hard I tried to
forget,
loving you more than I can say;
But your
spending time with others
destroyed me a little each
day.
I can't live this way
anymore,
waiting until it happens again.
My love for you
is not enough,
no matter how hard I pretend.
I've built a wall around
me
to protect me from the pain.
I don't know who I am
anymore,
my life will never be the same.
I've been afraid to go on
alone
but what have I to gain?
Only to spend more years
of my life
enduring more hurt and pain?
Circumstances have
changed
the woman I used to be.
I have to go on alone
now;
for myself and my sanity.
Copyrighted 2003 by Carol
Barton |
