Second
to Fly
Time
is fast approaching when I'll have to say
goodbye to my second and last born son as he
leaves the nest to
fly. |
After nurturing him from birth day and
night on call to his keep now he will journey
far away leaving my soul to
weep. |
I'll
miss his morning grumpies carried over from
early years when he yells back an
answer before his head's had time to
clear. |
I
always knew when he was near with his popping
knee to hear, I heard it the other day and
he wasn't even
there. |
I'll
miss our singing together especially "It's so
hard to say goodbye"; someday we'll sing it
again when tears won't cloud my
eyes. |
He
always felt he had to walk along his brother's
turf, maybe someday he will realize he's a
star in his own
universe. |
To a
man I watched him grow through our last years
alone; observing his first fall in love and
some actions I didn't
condone. |
To
those in need he freely gave never asking
anything in return; holding a compassion for
others few ever possess or
learn. |
Though he's a man of few words, inside
lies a sensitive man who keeps emotions
hidden unless required to take a
stand. |
My
evenings will be lonely in my once full - now
empty home. I will worry about his
welfare as I rest there all
alone. |
I
will wait with open arms to clasp him to my
breast as I endeavor to find new ways to
cope with new
unrest. |
I've
mothered him for years and I know I can be
strong. I will wistfully wait for one whom I
will always belong. |
He
will experience many loves as he travels across
the miles but there is no greater love than
a mother's love of
child. |
~ ©
2003 ~ Carol Barton ~
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